Wake up!

Haven't written in a while... mostly for lack of time, but also lack of necessity. I have both right now.

They've told me time and time again that I wasn't doing anything for my music career since I arrived to Mcbo. But I insisted that it was because I didn't know people and the people that knew me didn't want to help me, bla bla blah...

Well, today I realised that yes... I've been stuck in a rut and been blaming everyone for it. Yes, music business is tricky here and everywhere. Yes, some people I trusted didn't respond as I expected. But the worst thing is... I stopped trying.

If I had given up the first time LIPA said no to me, what would have happened? What is actually happening right now.

I'm no Mariah Carey or Whitney or Celine Dion... but bloody heck! I'm a better performer than XXXX!!!! Why do some people get opportunities while others more deserving don't? They don't stop trying... I did. 

December is decision time... brace yourselves!!